I accomplished 2 days out of 6 that I was planning on for deep cleaning my house. I had to leave the house on the 3rd day and work for a couple hours plus my stomach rebelled against me and and and and and.... Sigh.
I really am tired of not being able to accomplish tasks that I set out to accomplish. It is very frustrating! I know nobody else cares that I didn't finish my deep cleaning. I'm still getting surface cleaning done and the house will look good enough (after I take out the donation pile and cardboard that has piled up from the 2 days of deep cleaning) by next week.
I just wanted to feel good about my home. Nobody else can tell the difference if my ceiling fans have been dusted or not, but I can. I know. It's my home. I want it clean. I want it sparkling. I want some part of my life to be in order and control.
I guess part of this is pregnancy hormones and the other part is just me. I've hard a rough week with news for extended families and it's been more draining on me than I want it to be.
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